same shit different days

As usual, I went to watch movie again with the girl that I have crush on...although it is supposed to be another movie..but it is fine with me cause what I want is just to meet her..well...it seems like this girl still the same...never change the way as what I want her to be...I hope one day she will change to be better and then I can tell her how I feel...cause at the moment it seems pointless to tell her how I feel towards her since the day I realized I fall in love with her.Our character is different so I guess there is no point for me to ask her to be my gf although I know she likes me and I am pretty sure of that..Maybe I am too selfish..anyway times will tell if you are mine..I dont want to commit as well cause I havent known if I will stay at Spore or other countries..hope everything will go as i want it to be